Kundalini/Ecstasy Update: Is too much enough?
It's been 3 days since I posted about this strange ecstatic feeling that is coursing through my body. It is still going on, though there have been a few hours here and there where I haven't noticed it. At this time, I've witnessed no psychic phenomina, so I question whether it's a traditional Kundalini experience or not.
I have a good description of it. It is the antithesis of a stomach ache. Wherein the pain would radiate out from your tummy, so does the electrical, pleasurable jolt, and it's making my brain's pleasure center tingle. Today, as the feeling pulsed from both my root and 3rd Chakras, I began to involuntarily shiver with each wave and I thought to myself, "Is this what it's like when your wish comes true?" because let's face it, haven't you at the moment after orgasm wish that it would last forever?
I wonder how long this will last, and to what intensity. I notice that I hadn't masterbated in the last few days, which for me is unusual, but all my time this week has been very busy. It certainly doesn't interfere with my ability to feel pain or irritation, I mean they are different parts of the brain so why should they. And like pain, each jolt is a fresh burst of good, or a the very least, a neutral energy that pleasantly zaps me. Notice all the electrial metaphors? That's how it feels.
So I wonder though if this continues much longer, if I will have a chronic fatigue the same as those who are in constant pain.
For someone who is an addict, is too much pleasure ever enough, will it change how I view such feelings and will I tire of it? WIll it become just another sensation? One no longer pursued because of it's ever presence? Most likely, if it goes, the brain will forget it.
Anyway, I don't think it's a permanent addition to my physiology, but I find it very interesting and any insight on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
I have a good description of it. It is the antithesis of a stomach ache. Wherein the pain would radiate out from your tummy, so does the electrical, pleasurable jolt, and it's making my brain's pleasure center tingle. Today, as the feeling pulsed from both my root and 3rd Chakras, I began to involuntarily shiver with each wave and I thought to myself, "Is this what it's like when your wish comes true?" because let's face it, haven't you at the moment after orgasm wish that it would last forever?
I wonder how long this will last, and to what intensity. I notice that I hadn't masterbated in the last few days, which for me is unusual, but all my time this week has been very busy. It certainly doesn't interfere with my ability to feel pain or irritation, I mean they are different parts of the brain so why should they. And like pain, each jolt is a fresh burst of good, or a the very least, a neutral energy that pleasantly zaps me. Notice all the electrial metaphors? That's how it feels.
So I wonder though if this continues much longer, if I will have a chronic fatigue the same as those who are in constant pain.
For someone who is an addict, is too much pleasure ever enough, will it change how I view such feelings and will I tire of it? WIll it become just another sensation? One no longer pursued because of it's ever presence? Most likely, if it goes, the brain will forget it.
Anyway, I don't think it's a permanent addition to my physiology, but I find it very interesting and any insight on this matter would be greatly appreciated.
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