9.27.2005

Is the Cap'n's Kundalini Rising or is it just Better Living Thru Chemistry?

Yesterday for 4 hours and today 8 hours and counting I am experiencing waves of orgasmic bliss radiating from my navel and up from my root at the Perineum. It feels gooooood.

Traveling up my front, it stops at my heart and throat, but mostly whacks my forehead and crown. But it stays near the navel, except for when it also shoots out the top of my head.

Oddly enough, while it feels good, I still feel the stress of my job and the pain in my shoulder. I yelled at a coworker today, but they had it coming. You can't interrupt my lunch at 1:30 and ask me bind books for a 2pm meeting without getting a stern talking to. But I digress.

Now for disclosure. I've been taking Motrin every 12 hours along with advil to reduce the swelling in my shoulder, and until yesterday morning, I had also taken Flexeral to loosen my muscles. I haven't taken that one today, but I have quite a mix going right now with my allergy meds, and my stomach meds, now pain killers and anti-inflamitories. Quite a cocktail to feel "normal", and to boot my Nurse Practitioner boosted my dosage of Paxil from a half dose to a normal dose. I take it earlier in the evening to avoid the morning zombies.

So for years I've wanted the Serpent to rise knowing full well the damage it may cause the person who is unprepared. Regardless of the nature of it's existence: bioenergy, oversoul or whatever, it's a documented fact of some peoples lives.

Hmmm, upon closer examination, Maybe/Maybe Not

Here are the events that relate to me:

• Muscle twitches, cramps or spasms.
 
• Energy rushes or immense electricity circulating the body

• Heat, strange activity, and/or blissful sensations in the head, particularly in the crown area.
 
• Ecstasy, bliss and intervals of tremendous joy, love, peace and compassion

Anyway, I haven't believed in New Agey stuff in a while, but here I am. I thought I would post this in the hopes that someone passing by would have some insight.

To definitely be continued....