In and Out of Phase

While I would like to be conscious of an ability to generate a manefestation of the Avatar, often I do not. My reality has been gray since Sunday Afternoon, an extention of the Sunday Blahs one can get. I haven't wanted to say my mantra, but I do it anyway, and last night I couldn't sleep due to an Anxiety Attack.

The Avatar came upon me today when I was going down the parking garage steps this morning, and I felt as though I were a god wearing a man suit. All became clear, and consciousness was expanded as energy radiated out of my body. I didn't smell the colors representing the parking levels, so I think I can rule out Schizophrenia (though the gnome walking with me makes me wonder ;) ) Over the course of the morning it faded and I am again back to Blah.

I shrug and go about my day.