Deiophilia
I'm going to have to coin a new term here. Deiophilia, attraction to Gods and Goddesses. It seems that far back into my childhood I've know about sex. As long as I can remember I've always been interested in Titan Sex (thanks for the history JohnFen). When playing kissing games with my next door neighbor at age 5-ish, I was always Superman, and I insisted she was always Wonder Woman. Now as an adult, I am insisting on playing Gods and Goddesses. That's why I am turned on by self-empowered Goddesses.
To me sex is energy, it alway has been. It's not about control of partners, but one of mutual worship. Equality. Through sex, I am able to trancend Time and Space. Perhaps through orgasm I am having a God Experience. But the root causes and neurology of the event don't really mean anything to me other than being an very interesting phenomenon. In this case science only adds to my wonder.
About 4 years ago or so I tried to get a Global Orgasm Day going. One big interconnected union through orgasm. But it didn't really take off because the people in the U.S. are afraid of really enjoying sex. But that's another story.
In my fantasies I am both Mark and the earthly representation of the Male Archetype and my wife is Alessandra, and a Goddess, represented in my mind as Ishtar. Together we are creating the universe. At this time, Alessandra is the avatar, and it is my desire to bring praise through pleasure. It is empowering for me on many different levels, but I consider us to be of equal stature. Of course, the mentioning of Goddesses and worship during love play tends to make Alessandra very uncomfortable because to her it's beyond us to become as gods, so I pipe down but continue to think it. At it is after the last time, that I realized this must be some sort of fetish that needs a name. When all is said and done, I know it's cheesy, but it's good cheese. There isn't much I'm willing to do about it. It feels pretty good to practice such things, and I believe it will help me on my quest to become more fully integrated with myself and whatever (if ever) such forces outside of me exist.
To me sex is energy, it alway has been. It's not about control of partners, but one of mutual worship. Equality. Through sex, I am able to trancend Time and Space. Perhaps through orgasm I am having a God Experience. But the root causes and neurology of the event don't really mean anything to me other than being an very interesting phenomenon. In this case science only adds to my wonder.
About 4 years ago or so I tried to get a Global Orgasm Day going. One big interconnected union through orgasm. But it didn't really take off because the people in the U.S. are afraid of really enjoying sex. But that's another story.
In my fantasies I am both Mark and the earthly representation of the Male Archetype and my wife is Alessandra, and a Goddess, represented in my mind as Ishtar. Together we are creating the universe. At this time, Alessandra is the avatar, and it is my desire to bring praise through pleasure. It is empowering for me on many different levels, but I consider us to be of equal stature. Of course, the mentioning of Goddesses and worship during love play tends to make Alessandra very uncomfortable because to her it's beyond us to become as gods, so I pipe down but continue to think it. At it is after the last time, that I realized this must be some sort of fetish that needs a name. When all is said and done, I know it's cheesy, but it's good cheese. There isn't much I'm willing to do about it. It feels pretty good to practice such things, and I believe it will help me on my quest to become more fully integrated with myself and whatever (if ever) such forces outside of me exist.
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